Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Exceptionalism and Hoarding
Just letting some of my 'thinks' see the light of day on this subject before dropping back into my typical lurkdom (relatively speaking)...
Regarding the OCD/perfectionism discussions in countless blogs, articles, listservs and others...
Hoarding... What a condition of such misery, abysmal to nonexistent insight and foresight. There are many nuances and continuums of hoarder behavior, and much of it is compounded by the hoarder's choice.
For many of us who have hoarders that are severe (and cruel!) the aspects present may include behaviors from the following (think of a Lichert scale of intensity from 1 to 10):
-Lack of insight
-Lack of compassion/bankrupt of compassion... inability (or conscious unwillingness) to see there other perceptions, feelings, etc. (Lack of otherization)
-Addictive manifestation of behaviors, pleasure on the hunt to acquire, shopping/ acquisition highs, and the building of the emotion as the cycle repeats
-Interpersonal abuse... With all the hallmarks of power and control. Gas lighting... Making everyone else responsible for their feelings... Blame, shame, triangulation, manipulation, etc... Mental, physical, sexual abuse... Neglect and active lack of nurturing...
-Forced and enforced codependency
-Silencing and stalking
Not a comprehensive list, but you get the idea. Now, if you have not fallen asleep or deleted this thinking 'brilliant inductive and deductive thinking, Captain Obvious!' then I get to my point. Finally.
What if the perfectionism, OCD-similar behaviors that do not align with a true diagnosis of said, etc. are actually behaviors on another continuum?
I would call this one 'inappropriate beliefs of exceptionalism'. For this post, IBOE for short. Or is it an overarching psycho-pathology that many of these previously listed behaviors are borne of...???
They (the hoarder) are delicate/misunderstood/traumatized/special.
You are not, and your adverse childhood (and those as an adult) experiences are discounted, denied, invalidated...
You are victim blamed, and the hoarder is adept at the wonderful stranger manipulation to get others to join in.
Their belongings/'treasures' (blech) are special. So much more than relationships, living a life that is not focused on opportunity lost, lived in the museum of overblown slights and the castle of disappointments due to always taking the 'nuclear/scorched earth option' to interpersonal relationships. We have been trained our whole lives that the hoarder, the hoarder's belongings, EVERYTHING except us, rationality, being proactive or getting out of the way to be a part of a solution is precious.
Now think of the concept of 'exceptionalism' as it is applied. The strange form of elitism based on many dysfunctional and oppressive constructs that your 'ways' are superior, and everyone should primarily accommodate you, and an expectation of mind reading seems to be a prerequisite skill.
Hoarding. No one wins. No one.